Why?

I've always had a problem with putting my work out there. Even getting something like jewelry done is difficult for me.

Recently I had a dream or a realization that I need to think of other people - the exact thought was: Where is the love I have for people that I offer them through my work?

That, I think, can give me the strength I have been looking for, to get past myself, and my fears and all their many faces.

Overwhelmed

I have a new roommate and need a job.

Everything feels very clear in the morning, first thing, then little by little, I'm irritated, distracted, and overwhelmed. I feel awful.

I'm going to try to do a day focused to all these tasks in each area of my life -- such as today, being apartment day, etc.

In other news, I dreamt about Matt Damon, and woke up with my cat :)