Writing a quick post before heading out to Dr's appointment.
I wake up this morning and all I can think about is that I think M is blowing me off.
I haven't heard back from her since I was in touch last Wednesday, which is not typical.
I am noticing, that I have all this creative action I could be taking instead of mulling over what could be a lapse in communication. This distance, however, is forcing me to take a look at, and take responsibility for all my wishes to be recognized for my creative work, like she is. I feel like my ambition is being uncorked, without her to hide behind.
It is more comfortable and familiar to me to angst about things -
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