Today - Weird. Particularly weird. I woke up to babysit and went over to my neighbor's house. Her kids are adorable. A lot to say but don't feel like writing. It went well. I just had moments where I felt joy (connecting with them) and then disconnecting and feeling - whoa - what am I doing + where is this going. FUCK. This is fucked.
I felt different and better when I got out of there.
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